I think I'm as happy now as I have ever been. I have worked hard labor most of my grown-up life. I stopped drinking about 7yrs ago, I drank a lot. There was a big hole left when I said goodbye to my friend alcohol and started taking care of the kids full time. Even after all this time I have felt something still missing. I have tried different studies and hobbies but still the void was there. Well, I have discovered, now that I exercise harder than ever before, that is been the back busting, sweat drenching work I have been missing too. I am happy.
My temper is still worse than I like. I can be provoked to outbursts. I've been thinking about some anger counseling. I'm due for a physical and have already mentioned it to my doctor in the past. I'm going to do it.
Yesterday was another good day at the dojo. We went slower today and I got a better chance to "own" some more skills. They dont stick to my brain very well yet but I'm going to keep going, keep going. Get a little better each day. I can do this!
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